An hour and a half, i'll be leaving the office. My mind is still lost. I wonder why, and do not know what to do. A while ago, my ex-bf sent an sms. He's a crazy person. After all that had happened, he still sent a stupid message. It makes me more aggrevated.
For the past few weeks, I feel like I'm totally lost. I really don't know what to do. I want to get something, and I want it now. I go to the office, pay my due, and kalas! I've been praying for this request over a year now, and still, it did not materialize. I asked God, what keep him withhold my plea. I work diligently, do my ministries with all my heart, I try to be nice always, and keep myself humble before Him, still, nothing has changed. I know, God is listening. He knows my cry, my pain, my longing, may patience.
Is it because forgiveness has not been released yet? But I did, I knew I forgave him for what he had done, but this pain won't go away. I still need to find out. So help me God.
Is it because forgiveness has not been released yet? But I did, I knew I forgave him for what he had done, but this pain won't go away. I still need to find out. So help me God.
