Ladies' Night

Tomorrow's gonna be a lot of fun. we have had many fellowships before, but this one is extra-ordinary. With 12 of us ladies who want to feel the summer heat in Abu Dhabi, we will rock Hilton Hotel. I browsed the hotel's website, and found some interesting stuffs to do. As an organizer, ideas are popping out of my mind but cannot figure out how to put in place. i want this event a meaningful and one-of-a-kind overnight for my ladies friends.

I don't want them to just dive in the pool, play the banana boat game or indoor activities, but rather, I want them to feel that warmth and love we share towards one another. This is day that we celebrate and enjoy God's goodness and greatness in our lives.

Til next.

Pure Honey in Abu Dhabi

My friend and I decided to roam around the city. We went into the corners of streets, and fancied our eyes with many small and medium enterprises popping up in the heart of Abu Dhabi. As we strolled down the streets, my friend caught a small store selling pure honey. We came in and found a smiley Yemeni seller. He speaks little English but that did not struggle us to chat with him. He gave us free taste of four varieties of pure honey. After a long talk, we ended up buying each 250 grams.

Banana Turon

Despite of the fact that I'm in great pain these days, I know, life should not end. I have to find outlet just to ease the pain, somehow.

So, here it goes.

Two nights ago, we had our weekly gathering. Good thing though, I have a care group I can rely on. I usually prepare some foodie for them. This time, it is a Filipino merienda - called Turon.

First try turned out pretty well. Looking forward for round two!



Banana Turon



Confessions

Last night was a heart-breaking moment of my life. Confessions of unfaithfulness are hard to believe. It's painful to know that what you have done to me has belittled my knowledge of you. I thought, all those years we have been together were happy and free days. You did not commit  mistake once, but twice. How long should I bear the pain of knowing that?

What have I done to deserve this? It's too painful that I can't even cry out. Words cannot express how much I feel right now. My heart is bursting and in deep cry.

I know, this feeling will come to pass. Whatever it takes, I will totally forget all about you. I know, time will heal. Soon..

Lost

An hour and a half, i'll be leaving the office. My mind is still lost. I wonder why, and do not know what to do. A while ago, my ex-bf sent an sms.  He's a crazy person. After all that had happened, he still sent a stupid message. It makes me more aggrevated.

For the past few weeks, I feel like I'm totally lost. I really don't know what to do. I want to get something, and I want it now.  I go to the office, pay my due, and kalas! I've been praying for this request over a year now, and still, it did not materialize. I asked God, what keep him withhold my plea. I work diligently, do my ministries with all my heart, I try to be nice always, and keep myself humble before Him, still, nothing has changed. I know, God is listening. He knows my cry, my pain, my longing, may patience.

Is it because forgiveness has not been released yet? But I did, I knew I forgave him for what he had done, but this pain won't go away. I still need to find out. So help me God.